Welcome to my site! My name is Benjamin, but people know me by many names :)
This site is made to be my corner of the internet, for me to express myself completely, learning to code has just been a fun bonus along the way. you will find blogs, articles, and various ramblings; collections of images and graphics; and lots of links. If youd like to know more about me (okay, stalker) check out my totally cool and awesome Webmaster page!!

Site Lore

Originally, I made this site as a place for me to put my highschool newspaper articles in full and articles that never made it to the paper. I have also always loved personal sites, old internet things- neopets, geocities, forums. Things that I was born too soon to have experienced. On tiktok I got a video talking about the "Internet Revival Project" I didnt fully watch it, but it caught my attention and I saved it, to watch when I'd eventually decide to make my own site. In late October 2024 I got really interested in the ita bag drama and wrote an article with around 2k words, that I could not put in the paper. But I wanted to share it somewhere, so I came back to the Internet Revival Project and started looking into and started making this site!!
I never thought I'd get into coding, it's such a nerdy thing, a side of nerditidy that I never really got into. I briefly tried to make a website with this book I got as a kid but I got confused and gave up early-on. I got into Homestuck in 2019-2020, and there's a character named Sollux Captor, when i am coding this website I feel like him, it's fun. I'm glad this happened. :3
Going forward (as of April 2026) I want to make more pages and update my blog more regularly. im sick and tired of modern social media and i want to express myself in my entirety, evrrything i like and think and feel and things about my life.

statuses!

high, sorta depressed lowkey, working on this again because idk what else to do. movie on in the background (The Bay 2012)

feeling!

Sad?

watching

Lowkey ive been so busy ive only been watching youtube, especially smosh reddit stories. ive been thinking about watching one peice and mushishi though.

pods!!

ive been listening to the creepcast and dead meat podcasts. theyre really funny and i enjoy the stories.

statuses!!!

Listening!! oingo boingo, kmfdm, all american rejects, deluxexdeluxe, self, that handsome devil, creepP, franz ferdinand, femtanyl.

statuses!!!

Playing!! project diva, project mirai, tomodachi life, crash bandicoot

statuses!!!

Feeling!! tired
Watching!! the bear
Listening!! oingo boingo, kmfdm, all american rejects, deluxexdeluxe, self, that handsome devil, creepP, franz ferdinand, femtanyl.
Playing!! project diva, project mirai, tomodachi life, crash bandicoot
WIP!! rehaul site
Movie Rec!! the menu
Song Rec!! evil fucking wizard - cone poem
Last Update - 29/12/2025

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what im doing to site

change everything
green background, green lace border, green header img, new nav div
new square img
more pages
statuses bigger, want them to be like bubbles kind of
about me page to have more details, i want to list everything i do and do not like.